Coffee&Cigarettes

Having some coffee with cigarettes is mainly the release of good pain.
The more you feel sorry for yourself, the more you enjoy every single breath.

and they work as follows.. Coffee is bitter - and I am assuming you are not drinking coffee with sugar in a gay way -, so in every single sip you will have something on your mind and don't tell me you don't. Catch that moment. You will have a single memory, someone you just saw or always have been there or at least you will say 'fuck this coffee is hot'. Coffee will bring in something back to you. You may not want to but mostly it happens because you need to.

Well now you need to let it out right. Thats when the cigarettes kicks in. You inhale all the shit you can take in and at once - or for those who can't leave their shit that easily in a couple of times - you leave it all to the air that you breath. Look carefully, thats the trick of the cigarette. You can't get rid of the stuff that easily..If you stay it will surround you and you are lost in it. If you leave.. people can always smell it on you or if even they can't, you will smell the shit on your fingers just before you sleep.

But I say thats allright. Just admit that you smell like shit and stay in it.